No news from any of them at all today. Im so sad. Now Im feeling even more left out. Sighs, Maybe Im like another gigantic, fat, barbie doll. Im sinking really deep. And no one really cares. If I don't talk to them, they will never talk to me. But still, I try to be nice, even to those guys who make fun of me. I've become a more, solemn person. A loner with no company. I hope you still love me. Despite the fact that everything you do is hurting me really bad. Piece me back together. I wished it was like those days where we used to laugh and smile at anything silly, rather than you keeping quiet in front of me now. Im just nothing to you now right? Just a body of used tissues now thrown away. People say you'll eventually come back, I hope you do. Its far from my grasp, my control, all I can do now is hope.

What is this world coming to? Its coming to my end.
You mean I've never done those things she did? I think I did better. You just think Im ugly. And I too know you're superficial. You treat everyone based on looks. Its so obvious that Im the bad person now.

A Trail Of Thought Left On Saturday, March 31, 2007